Kill me now. Anyone.

I'm honestly waiting for it. Here, on my side of the internet, is where I stop it all. I have no meaningful relationships with anyone, so I doubt anyone TRULY, REALLY cares. I should just put the gun to my head, the noose around my neck, the toaster in the bathtub, and get my life over with. I forgot what I had to live for. I guess that means there IS nothing to live for. There is no exponent to how much I have disappointed my parents, how much I have disappointed myself, and everyone around me. I can only hold it in for so long, and it seems like every other week now I just wanna kill myself. This is really pathetic. I'm REALLY pathetic. You all know me by now, I just want attention. My parents have pointed it out, many of you have pointed it out, so I'm done. I don't care if any of you care about me anymore, because I have put myself in so much of a fucking shithole that I cannot get out anymore. I'll just keep fucking my life up until there actually is a point where everyone will be "Justin, go kill yourself. Now."