Libraries are SO fucking fun.

Hey, yeah world that doesn't care, Justin is writing another blog.

I'm supposed to be in class right now, but fuck that. I really seriously regret signing up for Speech class, even if I did make a couple new friends there. Ugh. My speech was seriously horrible. Why am I bitching about a day that happened like 3-5 days ago? It's the internet.

Nobody goes to Mervin Morris anymore and it's depressing. "Tennis is my life" and I'm completely obsessed. :[

Racquel who is also known as my RacqueT is here with me. She's so awesome, along with my other friend Stephanie. We are going to probably play tennis on Thursday. I like how she is teaching me to play volleyball soon. Yes Racquel a.k.a Kell is very awesome. :]

Couldn't help but fucking smile after RACQUET typed that last paragraph for me. One thing, she IS awesome. And so is Stephanie. :]

It's funny, before this class I was suicidal and shit. Now I actually found friends that I THINK give a shit about me. Now I need a girlfriend.




From the depths of the internet with love,
Justin

Kill me now. Anyone.

I'm honestly waiting for it. Here, on my side of the internet, is where I stop it all. I have no meaningful relationships with anyone, so I doubt anyone TRULY, REALLY cares. I should just put the gun to my head, the noose around my neck, the toaster in the bathtub, and get my life over with. I forgot what I had to live for. I guess that means there IS nothing to live for. There is no exponent to how much I have disappointed my parents, how much I have disappointed myself, and everyone around me. I can only hold it in for so long, and it seems like every other week now I just wanna kill myself. This is really pathetic. I'm REALLY pathetic. You all know me by now, I just want attention. My parents have pointed it out, many of you have pointed it out, so I'm done. I don't care if any of you care about me anymore, because I have put myself in so much of a fucking shithole that I cannot get out anymore. I'll just keep fucking my life up until there actually is a point where everyone will be "Justin, go kill yourself. Now."

Emo again. :D

Hrm, hrm hrm. *taps fingers on keyboard* Here I am, fucking depressed. Again. It's nothing new, in fact I'm pretty much used to it. Myspace and Fucking Facebook are so boring. There's a bunch of qualities that I could say drive people away, which is why I'm so goddamn paranoid of not having friends. I'm starting not to care. Now I know how a lot of other people feel. I'm constantly losing friends, or in my case, just people who wanted to talk to me cuz they were bored, because of who? Nobody other than myself. I'm sorry everyone. I'll just try to talk, but you'll ignore me or be fake and shit. I hate it.


Bye bye world. =D

oh yeah

summer is here. woo

blogspogpogspenis

So, I downloaded two new (*one semi) album(s) last night. The Aloe Chronicles (Holla at ya boy on THP8) and DF's DIYAK (Do It Yourself Album Kit) which is beats STRICTLY for nerdcore artists. I'm planning on adding vocals, credit to DF automatically through my blogspot.


Summer school is cool. I have Faisol, Karina, and a couple of cool kids in my Speech class, and it's relatively easy for a college course. I might think about taking classes there once I graduate high school. Today we pretty much did show and tell-- I talked about my Precision Power. LMFAO oh god those exercises were tedious.

That's pretty much it for my day. I slept for most of it, but I just got back from dinner at Claim Jumpers. Holla @ ya boy for mo' info.

Philip Nis always gets screwed.

Last Night In Hawaii

Well, tomorrow night my flight back to San Lorenzo departs.

I'm gonna miss Hawaii, my cousins and everything (that really, I'm taking with me in a couple months..) and the experiences I've had here are amazing. Theda, I think the one friend I've truly made in Hawaii, you're awesome. I don't know if I'm ever gonna see you again.. or if you're even gonna read this, but you are one hella cool girl and I wish you the best in college.

Hawaiian Waters, Ala Moana, and Ko Olina are three of the most memorable places I'll ever remember. The cities of Honolulu, Waikiki, and Aiea are cities I'm gonna definitely visit with a special someone later in life.

I've definitely cherished my visit here, I'll miss this a lot. See you guys in about two days!

Hawaii is Kawaii

I really need to start updating more.

I'm in Hawaii right now, taken 3 days absence of real school before spring break! In lieu of friends to play tennis with, I now have my dad, who is better than most surprisingly. This is my third night in Hawaii, I've already been here like 5 times so the island of Oahu is kind of boring.

I'm not coming back here, hence why I'm here for so long (Wednesday - Next Friday) because my cousin Mariel is moving to SL to attend Moreau..
fuck Moreau.

I seem to have missed a lot, and surprisingly, I'm missed! I have videos of me playing tennis. I don't really wanna talk more, so bye!

Hawaii is Kawaii

I really need to start updating more.

I'm in Hawaii right now, taken 3 days absence of real school before spring break! In lieu of friends to play tennis with, I now have my dad, who is better than most surprisingly. This is my third night in Hawaii, I've already been here like 5 times so the island of Oahu is kind of boring.

I'm not coming back here, hence why I'm here for so long (Wednesday - Next Friday) because my cousin Mariel is moving to SL to attend Moreau..
fuck Moreau.

I seem to have missed a lot, and surprisingly, I'm missed! I have videos of me playing tennis. I don't really wanna talk more, so bye!

Antioch is gay, as fuck.

LoLJustinsOnFire: Ugh
LoLJustinsOnFire: I feel like getting drunk
LoLJustinsOnFire: And going to fucking sleep
LoLJustinsOnFire: my new cologne makes me smell like a girl
LoLJustinsOnFire: this shit should go in a blog

Antioch sucks. 3 hours on BART. Loneliness and pretentiousness. Videoblog on a BART train. I guess that's all I want to say.

Oh, and EPIC MOVIE isn't epic at all. It sucked.

Reminder: I hate humanity.

Yeah. Especially teenagers and old people. I swear. They're both useless age groups. Nobody went to the volunteer appreciation thing. It was SERIOUSLY boring. And the people even spelled my name wrong! Now I'm reminded why I hate humanity.

So I have a last-minute arrangement with Vicki tomorrow. Movies, we're gonna go see Epic Movie. I heard it's kinda good, kinda bad. But the movie's not really what I'm worried about. I'm more worried about this plan's execution, and how I'm going to execute it. I feel hella awkward. I haven't seen Vicki in sooo long. I seriously miss her. xD

And I'm going by myself to boot. No backup at all.. so if I start shit (god forbid) I'm fucked, quite literally. Wish me luck, blog.

This is just becoming a place I post lyrics..

Hello guys and girls, I'm J-Elmo
And my philosophy in life is to just keep it slow
I want a good girl, I don't wanna date a ho
A girl without her head in her ass a girl that's in the know

Furthermore, I don't really have a type
I'm not rappin' for the girls don't listen to the hype
I still clean fools off my windshield with a single swipe
Of the mic man my lyrics make anyone go white

I'm not lookin' for a wife
I'm only fifteen
All these hormones are ragin' around if you know what I mean
I don't have a gangsta lean

I keep it nerdy
Listen to my iPOD, bust ya ass with Chun-Li
Keep the Monster bubbly
And don't act like you don't know me,

I don't roll with got5
I bust in DE_dust
I shoot niggas in scoutzknives
I be givin' yo site 5's

On YTMND
Downvoters suck the cock because they don't know me
Cuz on the internets, I'm like 2 percent famous
If I wrote about 4chan it'd be life dangerous

But change the story, and not to sound corny
I just wanna feel like not love if you feel me
And I bet you do, by the end of this track
If you love the J, he's probably lovin' you back
And that's a fact

So show me love, from below or above
Treat me like a joker or care for me like a white dove
This track ain't a best of, it ain't even the best
But to be number one on the charts it's still a quest

Short little hip-hop diddy that I need to expand.

The skill and the flow
Don't come from just zero
Gotta work your way up
Just like Robert DeNiro
Gotta work to be a hero

Work hard for the skill
Work hard for the bill
Fuck the rumor mill
Went through it got ground up and I'm here still

I just write and write and I can't seem to stop
Influences, stories, my unique brand of hip-hop
The lyrics, they have their own technique
Creative wordplay to make the sound so unique

I'm not gonna lie, I never before have gotten beef
Never write a song to aggravate just songs to think deep
And it seems so hard to concentrate like laser beams
Feelin' like I'm in a public server stacked with unfair teams

I'm a haxx0r on the mic and I will prove that tonight
Don't get me banned from the server and I won't start a fight
But to other MC's that wanna contradict and interfere
I say just fuck 'em as they gaze at me with a dumbfounded leer

And I know there's more you wanna hear
This shit got you interested when it first reached your ear
But I don't think there's any fear the J-Elmo is here
Some people think I'm unique others probably think I'm a queer

"IT'S FUN ACTING GAY"
Shut up Michael that's what I was about to say
But the truth is he really does make a point
But to the ladies out there I truly don't disappoint

Shit that you can listen to and smoke a blunt.

Jack Johnson, remember Napua? ;]

School, forgot my Alg. 2 notebook therefore my homework is.. late, hope Ms. Lydon doesn't mind.. George won't accept my apology, oh well, his loss fucking asshole. Bombed my World History test (SO I think, I hope that's not the case).

Went to tennis, Rocky Chris and I discussed how to take over the school (If we ever were inclined to do so), mom picked me up, at this point my right hand was pretty much dead. Went to Big 5 bought some new socks, tennis shoes, and some Dunlop balls.

Jeanie showed me her lyrics, and they're probably the best aspect of my day so far.

Also, this:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Banana_Splits

gg2nite!

ULT is starting to come together.

I'd like to take this blogpost to welcome Nick into ULT! Nick's been DJ'ing for years, he's a great beatmaker, he's hot to boot. :O He has an ACIDPlanet, located here.

Please listen to it, even if you don't like the music. Jeanie and I have lyrics, and Nick has the beats. Plz b 2 move ur feetz 2 our songs. Being nerdcore and all, I have low self-esteem and am scared for the future, but I hope this works out well.

asdfgfdsa?

Nobody reads my blogs, nor do they care.

FUCK YOU.

XBOX LIVE

I'm fucking addicted.

Although the THP8 system could use some work. I got kicked out for getting 2 mil in one combo. :O I must be haxing! And then I had a crappy connection to everyone else, so it didn't make it a whole lot better.

Gears of War.. on the other hand.. is like FUCKING AMAZING, especially when you play with friends. Yeah, I suck balls at it but it's a timewaster and I get achievements.. I guess.