Libraries are SO fucking fun.

Hey, yeah world that doesn't care, Justin is writing another blog.

I'm supposed to be in class right now, but fuck that. I really seriously regret signing up for Speech class, even if I did make a couple new friends there. Ugh. My speech was seriously horrible. Why am I bitching about a day that happened like 3-5 days ago? It's the internet.

Nobody goes to Mervin Morris anymore and it's depressing. "Tennis is my life" and I'm completely obsessed. :[

Racquel who is also known as my RacqueT is here with me. She's so awesome, along with my other friend Stephanie. We are going to probably play tennis on Thursday. I like how she is teaching me to play volleyball soon. Yes Racquel a.k.a Kell is very awesome. :]

Couldn't help but fucking smile after RACQUET typed that last paragraph for me. One thing, she IS awesome. And so is Stephanie. :]

It's funny, before this class I was suicidal and shit. Now I actually found friends that I THINK give a shit about me. Now I need a girlfriend.




From the depths of the internet with love,
Justin

Kill me now. Anyone.

I'm honestly waiting for it. Here, on my side of the internet, is where I stop it all. I have no meaningful relationships with anyone, so I doubt anyone TRULY, REALLY cares. I should just put the gun to my head, the noose around my neck, the toaster in the bathtub, and get my life over with. I forgot what I had to live for. I guess that means there IS nothing to live for. There is no exponent to how much I have disappointed my parents, how much I have disappointed myself, and everyone around me. I can only hold it in for so long, and it seems like every other week now I just wanna kill myself. This is really pathetic. I'm REALLY pathetic. You all know me by now, I just want attention. My parents have pointed it out, many of you have pointed it out, so I'm done. I don't care if any of you care about me anymore, because I have put myself in so much of a fucking shithole that I cannot get out anymore. I'll just keep fucking my life up until there actually is a point where everyone will be "Justin, go kill yourself. Now."

Emo again. :D

Hrm, hrm hrm. *taps fingers on keyboard* Here I am, fucking depressed. Again. It's nothing new, in fact I'm pretty much used to it. Myspace and Fucking Facebook are so boring. There's a bunch of qualities that I could say drive people away, which is why I'm so goddamn paranoid of not having friends. I'm starting not to care. Now I know how a lot of other people feel. I'm constantly losing friends, or in my case, just people who wanted to talk to me cuz they were bored, because of who? Nobody other than myself. I'm sorry everyone. I'll just try to talk, but you'll ignore me or be fake and shit. I hate it.


Bye bye world. =D

oh yeah

summer is here. woo

blogspogpogspenis

So, I downloaded two new (*one semi) album(s) last night. The Aloe Chronicles (Holla at ya boy on THP8) and DF's DIYAK (Do It Yourself Album Kit) which is beats STRICTLY for nerdcore artists. I'm planning on adding vocals, credit to DF automatically through my blogspot.


Summer school is cool. I have Faisol, Karina, and a couple of cool kids in my Speech class, and it's relatively easy for a college course. I might think about taking classes there once I graduate high school. Today we pretty much did show and tell-- I talked about my Precision Power. LMFAO oh god those exercises were tedious.

That's pretty much it for my day. I slept for most of it, but I just got back from dinner at Claim Jumpers. Holla @ ya boy for mo' info.

Philip Nis always gets screwed.

Last Night In Hawaii

Well, tomorrow night my flight back to San Lorenzo departs.

I'm gonna miss Hawaii, my cousins and everything (that really, I'm taking with me in a couple months..) and the experiences I've had here are amazing. Theda, I think the one friend I've truly made in Hawaii, you're awesome. I don't know if I'm ever gonna see you again.. or if you're even gonna read this, but you are one hella cool girl and I wish you the best in college.

Hawaiian Waters, Ala Moana, and Ko Olina are three of the most memorable places I'll ever remember. The cities of Honolulu, Waikiki, and Aiea are cities I'm gonna definitely visit with a special someone later in life.

I've definitely cherished my visit here, I'll miss this a lot. See you guys in about two days!

Hawaii is Kawaii

I really need to start updating more.

I'm in Hawaii right now, taken 3 days absence of real school before spring break! In lieu of friends to play tennis with, I now have my dad, who is better than most surprisingly. This is my third night in Hawaii, I've already been here like 5 times so the island of Oahu is kind of boring.

I'm not coming back here, hence why I'm here for so long (Wednesday - Next Friday) because my cousin Mariel is moving to SL to attend Moreau..
fuck Moreau.

I seem to have missed a lot, and surprisingly, I'm missed! I have videos of me playing tennis. I don't really wanna talk more, so bye!